Beyond the invisible

I look into the mirror/See myself, I’m over me/I need space for my desires
Have to dive into my fantasies/I know as soon as I’ll arrive
Everything is possible/Cause no one has to hide/Beyond the invisible
Sajaja bramani totari ta, raitata raitata, radu ridu raitata, rota
The brave and wise men came together on horse
Close your eyes/Just feel and realize/It is real and not a dream
I’m in you and you’re in me/It is time/To break the chains of life
If you follow you will see/What’s beyond reality
Ne irascaris Domine,
ne ultra memineris iniquitatis:
ecce civitas Sancti facta est deserta:
Sion deserta facta est:/Ierusalem desolata est:
domus sanctificationis tuae et gloriae tuae Do not be angry Lord,/or remember iniquity forever:/behold the Holy City is a desert:
Sion is mad a desert:/Jerusalem is desolate:/the house of your holiness and glory

Imediat…

Socant si inexplicabil simtea cum totul se imprastie in jur, dupa ce a fost perfect. Se uita la autobuzul care pleaca, intinde mana, face cativa pasi dupa el… Il asupreste si il depaseste, nu il lasa sa inteleaga nimic din povestea lor. Il sperie si il alunga. E 4 AM, totul vajaie in jurul lui si inima ii bate tare, fara control. Sta o ora pe un scaun, isi musca unghiile si incearca sa inteleaga ceva, orice. Gaseste calea pentru moment dar se rataceste din nou. Vrea sa se intoarca, dar nu poate, nu are unde.  “Usa” s-a inchis in urma lui si nu s-a mai deschis.

Un om se rasteste la el si nu isi da seama de ce. Ridica ochii in cautarea unui punct de reper.

Sinele suna apasat, drumul pana la plaja e mai lung ca niciodata. Muzica din casti nu se mai aude, ci doar zvacnirea interioara. Autostrada impunatoare ii provoaca ameteala, iar vantul care batea cu atata putere prin geamul deschis al taxi-ului il dadea impresia de neputinta.

Ajunge, coboara, priveste plaja pe care se jucase cu o zi inainte. E 7, oamenii parca treceau vijelios pe langa el, desi orasul era mai calm decat oricand. Luminile, culorile de la semafor, cladirile, totul dadea impresia de miscare. Se uita inapoi, mai spera sa vada pe cineva cunoscut, desi stie ca e ultimul ramas. Nu are rost, traverseaza strada pe care cu o zi inainte trecea zambind si cu fericirea in ochi.  I se naruie ultima zvacnire de autostapanire si incepe sa planga. Oricum nu-l cunoaste nimeni.

Printre lacrimi oamenii seamana unii cu altii si toti cu unul singur. Paseste fara sa se uite pe unde, fumeaza necontrolat tigara dupa tigara. Inchide ochii si respira adanc, isi reaminteste si constientizeaza ca acum nu mai poate sa faca nimic. ……

Decat sa astepte…

Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart

Let me wake up in your arms Hear you say it’s not alright Let me be self dead and gone So far away from life Close my eyes Hold me tight And bury me deep inside your heartAll I ever wanted was you, my love You…all I ever wanted is you, my love Your’re all I ever wanted, just you Let me never see the sun And never see you smile Let us be so dead and so gone So far away from life Just close my eyes Hold me tight And bury me deep inside your heart All I ever wanted was you, my love You…all I ever wanted is you, my love You’re all I ever wanted, you, oh my love You’re all I ever wanted, you, my love That’s the way it’s always been My heart stops beating only for you baby Only for you darling All I ever wanted was you, my love You…all I ever wanted is you, my love You’re all I ever wanted, you, my love You’re all I ever wanted, you, my love